Hey folks,

Not going to lie, I'm not having a good time with the new job. I'm still on the look for other stuff more akin to my skills, and it's kinda funny that everything tends to lead towards the same conclusion: I don't fit in this country. I've tried, I really tried, but Spain just drains me mentally. Is it an awful country to live in then? No, if you are looking for certain things. Is it the place I want to be? No, since I've seen that there are people out there who share the way I act and think like me. But trying different jobs is important to understand what you like and you don't like doing. Granted, when you don't have another option you fight for it, but that doesn't mean it's a good thing to do if you want to keep your sanity intact.

It's fine to not be good at everything. If anything, I've been trying that for quite a long time now, and while it's true that you manage to obtain quite a lot of skills, in the end you end up being a master of none. And if you ever played a class-based RPG, you know that playing as the Freelancer gets dull after a while. Guess that I'm in that part of my life now, which is both exciting and quite exhausting. Thankfully I have people that support me which is something I value more than anything in this world.

I love making games. I love writing. I love drawing using squares. And that's why I want to keep doing what I love, even if I have to go through things I don't love to achieve it.

Just one of those venting posts everyone does from time to time to keep the demons at bay. I'm still working on the game, only slower due to, well, shitty job.

Have a nice week and remember that y'all amazing at something even if you don't know what is it yet,

-Ray